#408: Inherently

Haven't check in for awhile, so if u one of those who bothers to turn up, i'm really sorry and thankful for your readership.. this reads and clicks on the adlinks on my page contributes a little towards my google pot.. haven't struck gold yet.. so oh well.. every little counts..

now, before i bore you with more nonsense, let's talk about something a little more interesting.. soppy here talks about being "inhernently evil" in her 6 Apr post.. (sorry, doing this without permission, hee)

Now, i'm not going to discuss if she's right or wrong about herself, but more about me, am i inherently evil too? i believe myself to be inherently nice.. doing things with a conscience, not willing to put people or things in harm's way.. but at the same time, i know i can be hotheaded when i want to, i know i have that ability to identify your weakness and hit you where its hurts, where it really hurts.. and when i do, chances are there will not be a sense of guilt in me, probably a silent smile that i have proven to myself that i can do in once more.. am i evil then?

i have always been somewhat interesting in the study of life, how fengshui, shuan ming, astrology and the likes affects our lives.. does my star sign, the gemini, have an effect on my life? do i really have two sides (some friends say more) that i can comfortably switch from one to another?

Soppy also talks about people who are depressed and pops pills to solve their problems.. while.. i have my share of being depressed but never once have a pop a pill for that.. maybe a chicken wing or a nice cold soft drink works better for me..

i know people have problems that they simply can't handle.. popping a pill is a solution, riding through the storm is another.. everyone has their own solutions, some stop trying and do stupid things to harm themselves, stupid things like killing themselves, hurting the people around them, doing things for revenge or what sorts..

She believes in the power of the human mind, i believe in the power of the human mind to influence another person's.. the choice is yours, do u want to help, or screw someone's mind when you can? That, will provide an answer to my question: Are you inherently evil?

Be good.