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Typed a long piece on notepad over lunch in office but decided against putting it up.. started monday rather badly on the work front.. not because of mistake, but at the lack of appreciation of the bigger picture.. oh well, dropped that for now..
Having passed the 3months mark, the quarter review is due.. work has been the order of the day, week and month, and let's not even worry about the physical strain.. this amount of outstanding in this field is so overwhelming that the mental resources required to keep myself going is exhausted almost on a daily basis..
looking at the last few weeks, i missed the days where i wake up feeling fresh and have that energy and drive to turn up at work and feel good through the day.. the workload is evergrowing and the administrative work is holding me.. it could be psychological, but my computer seriously feels slow and i'm quite sure my system isn't as new as what the friendly IT fellow claimed..
on the home front, have been fighting against myself to bring too much negativity back home to wifey, i'm sure she's aware of my inner struggles and i'm grateful and appreciative of the patience and understanding that she has shown through the last 3 months.
as it is, i hope this is just a purple patch that i'm going through and that it wouldn't last.. would things be better after Great Singapore Sale? Would things be better after the events and things that i need to run?
can i just mention that one colleague does get on my nerve and that i'm sick of how mediocrity is accepted as a norm?
yeah i'm not in the best of mood and that's not the best mood to be in
Typed a long piece on notepad over lunch in office but decided against putting it up.. started monday rather badly on the work front.. not because of mistake, but at the lack of appreciation of the bigger picture.. oh well, dropped that for now..
Having passed the 3months mark, the quarter review is due.. work has been the order of the day, week and month, and let's not even worry about the physical strain.. this amount of outstanding in this field is so overwhelming that the mental resources required to keep myself going is exhausted almost on a daily basis..
looking at the last few weeks, i missed the days where i wake up feeling fresh and have that energy and drive to turn up at work and feel good through the day.. the workload is evergrowing and the administrative work is holding me.. it could be psychological, but my computer seriously feels slow and i'm quite sure my system isn't as new as what the friendly IT fellow claimed..
on the home front, have been fighting against myself to bring too much negativity back home to wifey, i'm sure she's aware of my inner struggles and i'm grateful and appreciative of the patience and understanding that she has shown through the last 3 months.
as it is, i hope this is just a purple patch that i'm going through and that it wouldn't last.. would things be better after Great Singapore Sale? Would things be better after the events and things that i need to run?
can i just mention that one colleague does get on my nerve and that i'm sick of how mediocrity is accepted as a norm?
yeah i'm not in the best of mood and that's not the best mood to be in
posted by klayhead at 10:38 pm
3 Comments:
datz the A&P journey! u will soon become a chunin or mabbe even jounin soon ok :P
as for ur colleague, if only u can juz rasengan such peep rite...
haha.. i think my job title means i'm not even chunnin yet..
i'm not aiming to be hokage, just a strong jounin will do..
nvm...naruto is very strong-willed despite he's the only genin. :)
u can, be like him.
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