The thing about JOBS

what is a job about? can someone tell me, is it the job statisfaction level, the colleagues around, the learning experience or the monthly pay?

somehow i am allowing work to affect my general morale and happiness level once more.. why do i get affected so frequently? why do unhappy thoughts and doubts conquer the joy so easily?

hold on..maybe..just maybe, there was never any joy. Joy was something that was squeeze out against the unhappiness and uncertainty so that there is someone to hold on to, maybe i have never been happy at all in this job, wasting my life away as i hold on to a regular paying job, unwilling to step out of my comfort zone, afraid of the greater evil in the corporate world..

i always envy people with concrete dreams.. because there is something to fight for. People who make goals have a higher chance of achieving what they want, but it is the goal-finding process that can be all mind-consuming.. it makes you tired.. so tired that you miss the goal

questions questions and no answers, why must life be so full of crossroads to walk if everything leads to the same end point?

For all the dark moments and anticipated darker moments.. i wait.. for a ray of hope, a change of the wind, the sun peeping out from the clouds and enforcing itself on my life, for now,the wait begins

Get lost darkness, i don't need you